I'm sorry you feel so scared [emoji19]and are doubting what you have told your friend. Please don't take this the wrong way this is just how I feel. I'd rather ppl know. Some not everyone I understand that will realize your behaviour is because you have bipolar. I went to court yesterday about the custody of the kids. The judge was really happy with me for coming forward with it and actually making it in to the court house for the hearing. Sending hugs.