I think you are worrying too much about your reputation. Why would being diagnosed schizophrenic ruin your reputation? It's not reputation destroying to have it. I know it's misunderstood. So you don't think you have it but you've been diagnosed as having it?
Maybe try to get your mind thinking about something else besides gang stalking. A lot of things can be coincidences too, like when people blow their horns when you're close by doesn't mean it's directed at you.