Lately I've been feeling this added unworthiness on top of all of the other mental issues I have...don't feel worthy enough to spend money, not that I have any anymore atm. Don't feel worthy enough for my family. Don't feel like I'm worth for anything. Don't feel worthy enough even for myself...Every time I eat, I feel sickened of myself...I overeat because I try not to eat until I feel like I have to but even today I'm feeling like I don't deserve to eat at all...The looks and disappointments I feel like I get from my family....
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