Here is the self doubt happening. 3 months ago when I was diagnose with bipolar I was at a family lunch. My brother afterwards messaged about my behaviour. The word he used to describe it was asinine. I was absolutely gutted and hurt. I have not heard from him in 3 months, my mum just rang and said but he is concern. I'm so angry and hurt. What I'm supposed to say oh that's really nice he's concerned? I've been hurt by this I can't just forget it.

I've attached a definition of asinine.