Gathering myself in mostly silence I'm faced with pondering the science of how my brain ..according to health models can produce separate yet connected intelligent responses as loud as jet engines. How I experienced small wormholes, time/consciousness skips. Beams. Being frozen. I believe in possibilities that our perceptions act as a window to other realities, even being able to view inside our own bodies or see energy. I've theorized that its possible my mind was playing musical chairs with other mes in other dimensions and the gatekeepers were warning me yet the nature of the attacks show intent malice.