I think you need to go to the ER to be evaluated.

there is a certain amount of mind control in schools, the government etc. But as of now the internet isn't censored. At least not that much. I know bc I was in a organization that I and others were abused in and ppl have blogs exposing it and a film is even coming out exposing it. If we were controlled in the way you believe that wouldn't be able to happen. There are very influential people in this organization. They do TRY to stifle our activities but haven't been able to.

Yes history textbooks are usually biased, but look on your own for info that isn't.

I don't listen to any pop music, I just don't like it. I'm stuck in the '90s 2when it was about being open and self expression. My son who is 18 tells me u can find non mainstream music that is good.

But I really think you need to be professionally evaluated...