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To be honest though, I have so many gaps in my memory any actual text I tried to write would probably be totally incoherent.

Like I told the therapist who thought I had repressed memories. "If I repressed it I did it for a reason and I don't want to be digging around in there."[/QUOTE]

I have gaps in my memories to, my psyd doc told me it wasnt a good idea to pull at it too much, if its meant to come it will come when its ready, He's concerned about "false" memories and feel they are created sometimes because so much pressure is pushed on people to remember so what happens is their minds create clips to fill the gaps.