My body wants to keep going but my mind does not. Or are they both the same thing. Overall a body that complains a lot with a mind that complains the most. Maybe they both just don't want to go anymore. Or is the reason I feel this way must be because I'm running with a broken engine. Just going in circles wondering why. What is wrong.

Nothing is wrong, I'm perfectly healthy. Yet I can't function. The horn doesn't work and the wheels don't turn. No matter how much gas you put in it he won't go and you magically find he is out of gas again. Gets 1 mile to the gallon.

No one would want to mess with such a junker. Unless they are into broken down cars that they can look into for spare parts.

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A very deep pit of loneliness that I can't seem to escape from. Yet. I continue to dig. If I dig enough perhaps I will come out on the other side and see the light again. Or more realistically would I burn up half way through upon reaching the core? Perhaps I am already at that stage where I start to burn and fall apart.