first things first wow thanks for sharing . the little you have said here sounds horrible for you to have gone through and I am so glad you have found a T to be there for you she sounds wonderful. wanting a mom like you are talking about is not so strange ,creepy or anything . your mom was not able to be there for you through all this horrible stuff. I don't think your T would be phased by this at all if you talked to her about it .

I also think that maybe you could have T help you build a stronger support system outside of T . wanting a mother figure is not crazy or anything .