Yeah...I am still having the experiences of kinda feeling up one moment and then down the next, ready to host meetings, and then not wanting to engage anyone the next moment. Wanting to play a video game (yes, I still do this in my late 30s) and not, wanting to watch a tv show and then not and wanting to....and during the 'not' times, I just wanna go lay down alone somewhere....the more I read up, I think I am looking at a mixed episode.

Also, I have been waking up after only a couple hours sleep and consider staying up the rest of the night (as I don't feel like I need to sleep anymore), but I normally force myself back to bed and sleep.

Thinking my best is call my pdoc's office and see if maybe the gaba works to take edge off my anxiety, but not the manic elements -- but I would think the Zoloft should be handling the downs...

I am also starting to think I have never really experienced a true hypomanic state since I have been on gaba...maybe small events, but not a severe one like this....*shrug* I don't know.

I hate calling my pdoc as I always feel like a hypochondriac.