I found out I'm pregnant and now I wonder if I should just have an abortion. I stopped all of my meds as soon as I found out, yet I still feel so judged by everyone. My new obgyn even mentioned calling CPS on me (when I was just being honest about having a history of smoking pot), I guess even doctors have a stigma for depressed people. I feel like such a loser, even though I am a professional person and I've never been arrested, or set out to hurt anyone in my whole life, it seems like the few people I interact with treat me like I should be locked up. I'm so tired of this life. My best efforts have never been enough, why would my best be enough for a child.