My dysphoria was kind of a discovery for me when I first began doing cosplay and sewing costumes when I was 13. When I first bound my chest, with ace bandage at the time because I didn't know any better yet, I remember it felt amazing. After that I always felt wrong if I didn't bind. Soon the whole idea of "girl" didn't feel right with me.

One T I had actually asked if it was because I thought being a girl was bad. And Iwas like "hell no! Girls are hella rad. I love girls, I'm just not one of them."