hi IRL I think what you said about intentionally provoking her doesn't mean she didn't make mistakes was awesome it takes responsibility for you part and allows for conversation . I hope she is open to looking at her part also because she has made mistakes. I bet she wants to talk about it F2F so there is no miscommunication or not being able to see her responses to what you said . and maybe it will also give you something to work on Monday and avoid that horrible heart breaking silence .

I think swimming could be awesome and also maybe some art (HINT faces lol)and share with us . waiting is hard . I tend to hang here more when I have some T worries and also write in my T journal .