I'm expressing my empathy for your situation. I've been dealing with depression off and on since about 2009. Lately, actually for the past year, it's been more "on". Though I've completed my education, I don't have a job doing what I like; I help out in a family business, but feel I'm more of a detriment to it than an asset.

Others have told me that the humiliating, worthless, and self-hatred feelings are the result of depression. I try diligently to remember that; when depression is here, like it is now, it's hard to remember that these are just thoughts.

I hope that you can find some relief and that this (again as I have been told) is like all other things and will pass...