I'm not sure if this is the place to put this or not, so I apologize in advance.
I just found out today that my sister/roommate is pregnant. I should be happy. To be honest I'm more disappointed than anything. Why? She has a huge debt and money problems so I don't know how the hell she and her boyfriend are going to support this kid. She has had one failed marriage already (not her own fault, but still) and I just fear the worst in this situation. I just fear another separation, and my parents will have to bail her out.
Also, not to feel selfish, but what is going to happen to me? I guess I will have to move back home since I can't afford to live on my own. Hell, I can't even afford to stay where I am! I have to borrow from my parents constantly to make ends meet, so there is really no money left over to enjoy life.
If I do wind up staying, I don't know what will happen either. Hell, I haven't even met the guy yet. We also have 3 cats and a dog running around the house, only two bedrooms, so how is there going to be room for a baby?
Sorry to vent, I've just been through a lot the last couple of weeks. Any feedback would be appreciated.
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