It means a lot to hear advice from people who know what I'm going through.

Sometimes it feels like everyone around me has no idea... I've heard a lot of "you're not depressed anymore you should just relax" or "why don't you just CALM DOWN" the worst being "I think you're so used to being depressed and having problems that you don't know what it feels like to not have something to complain about." Lol. So thank you guys so much