I guess for me I would rather be as sane as possible and stable for my family as to not be a burden.
I try real hard to be as in charge of my self that I sometimes offend my healthcare team...question my pdocs insisting that I do an ekg becasue I take geodon...etc. But I do what she insists because she is a good pdoc and I don't want to lose her.
I don't know how you are feelingdepressed or hypomanic or nothing....what meds do you take?
Hang in there...
bizi