Thanks, Guilloche. Now I'm convinced something is wrong with T because no response to message or email. There's probably not. But I have a tendency to be a little. Irrational about these things. I always expect the worst. I will be doing quite a bit of journaling. I'm going to a cottage on a lake with my wife and kids. T will call me back on my cell phone (if she is alive!). She is usually so responsive that this stuff is scaring me. I'm actually much calmer than I was and I've been working on putting everyone in my rowboat out at sea. I really can't wait to spend some time journaling and maybe reading some healing books.