well, I am very very sorry to hear that your therapist has you tied up in knots again. This weekend will be rough, but there are ways to cope and I hope you find them.

On a larger scale, however, I would seriously seriously consider the merit in doing something like this again. If this is the way you feel afterwards AND this is the way your therapist is going to react, then perhaps it is not the best idea to even do it at all.

I know, I know hindsight it 20/20, but from what I've read so far, this therapist is no longer the health care provider that she once was (for whatever reason). I doubt she is going to change her operating procedure now.

I think in order to get out of this misery, a change (either in attitude, approach, or therapist) might need to happen.

I know you indicated that you were very attached to this therapist. I hear you. I really really do. Is this attachment still merited?

Here's a real question for you... Is she *worthy* of your attachment?

What do you think?