Ever since a few days ago i cant seem to be away from my boyfriend...i want him to sleep in my bed...i want to be at work with him (we work together and i want us to have the same hours) i even thought of getting a job where he works his second job because i feel so unsafe when he isnt around..well we were to work together tonight but they called and said he doesnt have to come in..i cant stop crying..im so scared and i want him there....and i dont know why i cant just be alone...its like my bodyguard isnt there to protect me....i dont know how im going to handle work tonight all by myself...he wont be there to help me or just for me to see him walking down the hallway....why cant just i let him be by himself once in awhile...im acting like a clinging child ...its crazy i feel like i cant breathe....i dont want to be alone...i dont want to be without him ....im so scared...meh...