As I lose more friends, it gets harder for me to trust people. I try to make friendships work and they just always end. My therapist told me not to depend on others for happiness as I've absolutely no control over other people's actions and behaviour and she's right. Then it makes me wonder what is the point in having friends, when I've had so many bad experiences with people? It's like I was destined to be a loner. I seem to be losing contact with a friend. I e-mailed this person and I can't get through to them either by phone or e-mail. I contacted another friend to find out what's wrong with the previous friend, but to no avail. What's worse is I revealed to this friend that I suffer from SA. She was the only colleague I told and she was very accepting of it and sent me a few e-mails to keep in contact after I moved home. Now, for some reason I can't contact her and I've no idea why. It's just strange and it's very hurtful to me. If she was dead, the other friend that I contacted would tell me.