Hellion, read Peter Levine. In Waking the Tiger he talks about the spookiness of trauma. You had a premonitory dream. My dad did all the time. Me too. I feel sick before mass shootings. Levine mentioned the woman who was the third generation of plane crash survivors. Her dad and his dad too. They weren't a family of stunt pilots. My dada first wife died in surgery in hope of removing a brain tumor. He was 20. He saw how young wife confused and frightened by her early symptoms, from frightening typing errors to being unable to climb stairs. When I was eighteen a new friend began to die from a brain aneurism. I saw the same things my dad saw. How often do young women up and die with brain tumours/aneurysms?

pTsd itself has a way of making us feel "its all fated". But the premonitions are real, so Its not.crazy to know about them, and the coincidences are also real and noted.