Um, yes, it really does matter ...
I was exactly where you were 21 years ago and thank goodness I didn't succeed.
I know it feels as if it's pointless right now, but it does get better ...
BUT only if you'll give the process a chance and let it.
Again ... Screw being embarrassed and contact 911 or your therapist right now.
I promise you your therapist will be glad that you took care of yourself this way!
Sincerely,
Pfrog!
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