It's Satuarday and I'm sitting here and writing this, because as always
nobody, really nobody wants to hang out with me. But who? I have no real friends, and that's make me sooo sad. Everybody thinks I'm this happy person I'm always pretending, but inside I'm really tired and nobody, even my family notice that. Nothing is OK, it's like I'm living a life like a ghost, it's such a lonely life which I don't want and don't deserve, and now I'm starting to cry, but I had to let the words out. Maybe someone out there would here me.