*wants to tell Petunia's other voice to shut the heck up*

Petunia, nobody - and I mean NOBODY can hold themselves together all the time. You have very valid reasons for being so upset right now.

I've got some lyrics for you that I'm going to post in Creative, it'll be called "I'm Tryin'". You're trying, that's as much as any of us can do at times.

I hope it gets easier for you soon.