Hey 8888
People are responding because they care. Please get help by any means right now! I care.
You asked if you should go to the ER and I say absolutely yes. It is late there and if you feel this way just go to the ER because your T would most certainly say the same thing. Whenever we are not feeling safe or if that medication is affecting your mood this badly, then it could be the medication and the staff there can help you get through this. Maybe you won't have to stay but it is the right start.
Please get help and do not be embarrassed. Been there, too.
SB
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