In a way I'm glad school's starting soon and that I'll be back in dorms. On the other hand I worry about who would be my roommate and the pressure to study. I'm only taking two courses and I'm worried.

Feeling okay. Feel almost guilty I'm not sad enough at my aunt's passing. I didn't know her that well, but I did have a few recent conversations with her, including at the hospital. She was a good woman. So many people have come to pay condolences. Then again, there's the whole complicated family situation... I think that is affecting me. Not to mention I don't like to cry in front of anyone.