I feel like I am stuck in this huge hole. I can see everything happening around me and do long to get out and experience it again, but, it all just seems so overwhelming. It's been over 2 years since my last depression swing so I guess all good things need to come to an end, and it just seems fair to end it on a mixed note. It's this unmotivated, restless, anxious, irritable feeling surrounded by my racing thoughts and inability to sleep.
Saw my pdoc Thursday and we're back to playing around with my meds... here's to hoping this subsides soon.