I struggle everyday I have had to grow up without a mom and dad and a brother or sister .my grandmother raised me but she died when i was 15 i have been alone ever since i would give anything to be able to have a mom and dad and a brother or sister i cry and pray evryday wishing i had a family it hurts so bad i have chest pains everyday i have went to counseling and was put on medication and nothing does anygood it hurts me so bad i feel so alone ani dont know what to do