So I'm heading into my second week in the hospital as a result of a manic episode and Im feeling a whole range of emotions from confusion to anger to loneliness. Part of me understands the disorder as completely as I think I ever will and knows I needed the respite and round the clock care the hospital provided but the other part of me feels that after a week I am ready to resume my place back in normal society. I get to be home for most of the day which I am grateful for and I mainly sleep there but even that I struggle with. I have the opportunity to discharge myself tomorrow but there will be no one at home to meet me and everyone will probably be ****** or I can wait til Friday when people will be more accepting. I just want to be back to my regular standard but everything is mind numbing and the longer I wait the harder it will be to get back to school.

Any advice?