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Aug 24, 2014, 04:05 AM
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Member Since: Feb 2012
Location: From Egypt, journeying in America
Posts: 244
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I was so glad to find this thread... Thanks for bringing this up 
Actually, I'm a bit down finding everything over the internet, even the psychiatrist iI went to dealing with hypermania as if it's a bad thing.
I googled "hypermania genius", & I found this thread. I was for the whole of my life suffering from OCD & depression, until I traveled last year through a boat across the mediterranean, that's when I became hypomanic/manic & discovered my other ide. Well, I'll tell you what, the journey ended up with me in a mental hospital in Italy. But nevertheless, I've never been SO HAPPY IN MY LIFE GOD, I've never even felt the existence of God as I did during this journey.
When I turned back to Egypt, I returned to my hateful depression  But sometimes, I turn hypomanic, some beautiful blessed sweet times ^_^
I wanted to find out how to KEEP MYSELF HYPOMANIC!!! But the psychiatrist I went to wouldn't help me. I'm really off finding everybody over the internet trying to get rid of hypomania, but isn't hypomania the thing that God has blessed us with & made us unique from other people with?!
One other Q; I really wanna be a genius  Since I was a child I loved watching movies & reading short stories of genius people. But isn't possible that being hypomanic means one's a genius? Seriously?! 'Cause, if I just have the confidence in myself, that I'm a genius, I could just turn all the creative ideas I get into SOMETHING & really change the world Or is this just some over-realistic imagination?! 
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