As well as being neglected and physically and sexually abused as a small child and witnessing an attempted murder in my home as a teenager and being raped as an adult i cant get therapy because i dont work. I dont understand. I have bpd and therapy is the best thing to help with bpd so why wont they give it to me? Im finally on a waiting list but ive been told ill be on that waiting list for a very long time till ill get seen.