Soul searching takes a long time and it takes you in many roads. For me, it have been in many bad roads without money or even a place of my own. You don't want to soul search that way. I really don't want anyone to soul search that way. Then maybe some people might like that. I don't.
I think once on this soul searching road, it is for lifetime. It's ironic that I decided that I want to find happiness and I ended up losing a lot...like my marriage, my family doesn't talk to me, I gave up my job, i lost my creativity, I had to leave my dog behind... Even though i was upset, I kind of had more happier back then....sorry, about my sad post. ... What I have read are that there are people who are happy with their soul search. They found what they enjoy. It may not be what you went to school for. It might be something totally different. Be open to it as it might give you what you are looking for. May it happen to you.
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