I totally relate. I had extremely difficulty in my job. It was triggering my symptoms of PTSD and major depression. It got to the point so that i couldn't function. My P-doc told me I need temp disability. I'm glad I did. I had to go to temp disability 3x. During this time I attended php and iop. My p- doc adjusted my med. I did find a new job (which is helping a lot). I tell u all the because things can get better! I think temp disability is necessary for your treatment. Fell free to pm me with any questions. My thoughts are with you!