I think about not taking my meds now and then, and when I do, I remind myself of what it was like without them. As it is, I need to go in and have them changed or adjusted, because the darkness and pain is coming back and I cannot get away from it on my own.

I know that some of it is due to additional stressors in my life that I could SO do without, but still. I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired!!!

If I don't take my meds however it will only get worse, so I put up with it. Meds are my friends . . . Mind over matter as much as possible, yes, but when that fails, better living through chemistry!

I need to sleep now, which of me is amazingly early . . .