I can't. I struggle. There are only 4 persons knowing my illness - my pdoc, my t, my husband, my sister. Cannot tell my mom. Would not tell anyone at work, acutally I'm lying when they see my sleepy or weirdy due to side effects of drugs. It's been bit more than a year since I'm diagnosed and I feel ashamed. I know there's nothing to be ashamed off, but I cannot help it.