Every time I get around some old friends they belittle me for not having a steady job in 3 years. I was fired from last steady job for outbursts, which eventually led to bipolar diagnosis and treatment.
One of the friends called me today about a job in my last field of retail automotive service. As bad as I need to generate myself income, I honestly feel that retail is something I may mentally never be competent for again.
I am sooo worried. I really do need an income/job. See, that's part of my problem. I used to have some interests and passions pertaining to work. Now it's am I competent enough to handle said job and how much does it pay? No longer is it do I have experience?
BIPOLAR SUX, and how long do you have to wait to get a ss hearing to get some relief while trying to give treatment and therapy time to hopefully mend my mind back together?
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