I hate myself about half the time. Low self esteem, depression, anger and frustration bring this on for me. A lot of it is I'm confused about what's reality what's a bad dream. Frustration run high at home and I have a bad temper so I do hate myself. I do sometimes self harm but it's not as bad as it used to be. I've relied on my faith more and try to see the positives. I also know I'm very reactive to my surroundings so I stay away from negative things a lot.
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