hi Beacher.......most of the time I don't think about it but this week has been miserable. No, it doesn't go away either.

I am not in love with him. I care about him because we've been together for so long and have been through alot. Living without him wouldn't hurt my feelings a bit, just my pocketbook.

Peace and quiet would be awesome, he just watches our son for me while I work to death.......lol.


Courage is fear that has said its prayers.
Dorothy Bernard