Sorry your "friends" are treating you this way. I do agree i would be done with them. Don't feel bad, my job track record is horrendous. Bipolar is always going to suck cause it is always lurking around the corner waiting to strike you down. I have found a job I can do and hoping they don't go under. Work with your pdoc and T to help find the right way to help you. Unfortunately finding the right combo can take some time.