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Right now, no. When I am desperately trying to maintain myself and pay my bills, fear and low self-esteem crowd out everything else.

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I've been there myself. It's like Maslow's hierarchy of needs: you need to have your physiological and safety needs met before you can aspire to self-esteem and self-actualization.

Have you ever wished there was a place you could go and live on a commune where you didn't have to worry about earning a living and you could just live a peaceful, quiet existence? I actually searched the Internet, trying to find something like that but no luck. It seems they've become antiquated in the U.S.