Hi Petunia,

Thanks for your note. Sometimes I wonder about seeing another T. I don't know the answer to that right at the moment. I think, in my area, it's going to be hard to find another T I can afford and reach. I don't have a car, and I can get to this T's office on public transit. I'm thinking we are not the best match for therapy, but given the circumstances, I also don't think quitting is such a good idea either. So it seems awkward. I keep hoping it will get better. Sometimes there are times when it goes better than others and it gives me some hope. I don't know how much of that is just trying to get used to another T and a very different way of therapy, and how much is missing the other counselor, and how much is the depression being really horrible, etc.

Thank you for listening, Petunia. Can I also say I still like your smiling flower? It always gives my heart a grin.

Thinking of you and wishing you well.

Take care,
ErinBear