[QUOTE=Teacake;3956565]I am afraid of anti-psychotics. I do believe they can help in a crisis. Short term use is probably worth the risk.

I'm not psychotic. I got put on Prozac. It made Adderall ineffective for.ADHD and it made Adderall make PTSD worse. It probably made PTSD worse without Adderall. If I've been psychotic its been iatrogenic. I'm proceeding extremely conservatively with pharmaceuticals.

It was distressing to me to be doped up high as a kite in hospital as punishment for being who I am. Or for seeking treatment. I'm sensitive to shti like that. Abuse of power over confined people. It makes me furious. The only way to medicate away that fury is to kill me. I've thought about it...[/QUOT
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