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Originally Posted by sunshine1995
Really sorry about your grandpa, I don't really know what to say. Sorry.  |
That's ok, we don't really know what to do. This is controversial and maybe I shouldn't say it, but if he was an animal then it would be considered a kindness to put him to sleep, but because he's human, he must suffer. And if he complains about suffering, well then he must be depressed so we'd better ram some ADs down his throat
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Originally Posted by junkDNA
getting ready to go meet T. lots going on. stressed
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Hope you feel less stressed after seeing T
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Originally Posted by Materly
Lads i honestly think alot of people miss a trick with seroquel. Honestly the first month is tough , severe sedation but as you titrate up the body adapts. And it is the least sedating out of any med ive ever taken. But it has to be taken consistantly and at medium doage 400-600. As a med i wish it had better ap properties, and thats a shame because its a decent med.
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I thought quetiapine/Seroquel was the most pointless AP ever (I would say med, but moclobemide is the most pointless med ever - reversible MAO inhibitor with no side effects at all...no positive effects either though...doesn't even have a placebo effect! But I digress). Uni pdoc warned me that it would knock me on my arse for a bit until I got used to the sedation, so I gleefully started taking it, hoping for a few weeks of unconsciousness...nothing. Started at 25mg and eventually worked my way up to 500mg, before I refused to keep wasting my time with it. It did nothing for my mood (apparently it's a mood stabiliser) or the voices (worst dopamine occupancy of all the APs I've heard). And I found that the sedation sort of creeped up on me. Idk what dose cos 25mg did nothing, but by 500mg I was in bed 18 hours a day, which is contrary to all the literature...maybe it was AP apathy over sedation, idk.
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Originally Posted by Lawscot
Well, back into civilisation tonight... come back to my flat for a day or two.
Seems I am up to old tricks, checking over my shoulder to see if people are following me; there was one shifty guy waiting at some traffic lights who was looking at his phone just as I passed. Got home - I had a little look for bugs because my Mum had cleaned my flat for me & I have this feeling she might have put cameras in my flat. Quite content now I've looked in the obvious places.
I also took home a different toothpaste because my old one tasted funny & my voices are telling me someone has poisoned it.
This delusions don't seem to persist much past 15-20 minutes but I always have that niggling feeling that something is going on.
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It is good the delusions only last for such a short time though. I'd imagine that makes it easier to reality check them.
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Originally Posted by Lillybird90
Well A while back I was updating my blog and talking about the people who were following me,my theories about stuff,and some of my hallucinations with pictures I drew of what they looked like.and out of nowhere my blog got shut down so I wrote the website manager and they said I had inappropriate content I told them what was on my blog had nothing violent or inappropriate so they went and checked it out and apologized to me saying it must have been some sort of ''mistake'' so they re-opened the blog but all of my posts I had made were still deleted and all gone.which I found to be sort of suspicious.so I havent really made any new blog posts on there if I do I will probably go to a different website to do that.
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That is creepy! I can understand you wanting to blog elsewhere
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Originally Posted by Lillybird90
I just found the notepad I had when I was like 7-8 years old that I drew all these comics of a character I made up called Count Dratula. he was a parody of dracula only difference is every plan he tried to follow through with never went right and we was like drat that could have went better. lol some of these are still kind of funny.I will try to put some of these up online later.
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That sounds funny! I'd love to see some if you can upload it somewhere
Tomorrow is a bank holiday in the UK, which means no craft group. I am very grateful for that fact.
*Willow*