Thanks for your feedback shabur, summerblueskies, and thinking87, and dwfieldjr. It's not mandatory for me to go to group, however I did intensive group therapy this summer and then decided that I needed to have a support group because of all these difficult emotions that I am going through. I do feel like I'm acting in the group, or just listening to them. It's not a requirement for me to attend, but I have a difficult time making myself go. So I get depressed about not going because I feel I should be going, but then I end up doing something else like reading, watching tv, or talking to my dad. I'm going to try going this week, don't know if it will help me to discuss my difficult issues with others.