You probably should have gone to the hospital but you were able to pull through. I am sure it was very difficult and painful. I also find the weekends the hardest. When I am at work or running my children to appointments, school etc I am able to focus on other things. The weekends though allow me too much time to think. Have you tried to work with you treatment team to figure out ways to make the weekends easier?? I am trying to figure that out (unsuccessfully right now)