Hello justatoaster,

You have a very good understanding of what is going on and where your problems stem from.

Mental health problems often stem from trauma and emotional problems during childhood.

Unfortunately some mental health professionals like 'labels' too much. Meds can be helpful but talking therapy is needed to deal with the traumatic experiences that you have been through.

A good therapist will not treat you as a 'label' but as a person who has been through trauma.I hope you will seek out a therapist so that you can start to heal.

Take care.