I have both. I get voices in my head that wont shut up saying really bad things. I remember one time when at my girlfriends (Before I was on meds) my mind was going crazy and there where internal voices all over the place that where just driving me insane. I started to freak out and punching myself in the head to try and make them shut up. I was crying, and just plain old freaking out. After I started calming down I could hardly do anything. I even tried reading a childrens book and it was just impossible for me to read. As I said I also get external voices where it sounds like someone is whispering to me or talking to me just in general. I agree with what is said, it's really scary. I try to tell myself that these things are just not real and are because of my "illness" but it doesn't really help much xD
So you're not alone. But meds have helped a lot when it comes to stuff like that. I may hate my APs but I am grateful they stop these sort of things because I have no idea what happens when these sort of event come up.
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Schizoaffective Bipolar type and Panic disorder with agoraphobia-
Symbyax
Valium
Latuda
Lithium
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