I've never had sex or been in a sexual situation. All my friends have and, in fact, I just dropped my best friend off at her boyfriend's house knowing full well what they'll be doing. I don't feel I'll ever be good enough to warrant a sexual partner.

I know most insecurities are an aesthetic matter and as such there will always be someone who prefers them. But mine is not necessarily one of those. I have a very small penis. Three inches, which is smaller than the "average vagina size".

I'll never satisfy someone. I know there's the " motion of the ocean " argument but there's no way any amount of skill will make up for what I don't have. I'm just inferior to everyone around me and all their partners.

It's at such a point that even if someone were sexually interested in me, I don't even know if I could do it. I don't think I could handle being such a disappointment to someone willing to be that close.

And my high moral value background makes it really difficult for me to look for sex, because I'm supposed to wait for marriage or something. Like my brother did. Hell, like my whole family did. But by my age they were already either married or well into the relationship that would end in marriage. But here I am, lonely and unfulfilled. I don't know what to do.