Blue

I have missed you. I am so sorry your dealing with so much. I dont know what the process is in California.. I would ask your Pdoc for information on where to go to get help.. He should know where to at least start the process. If for some reason he I would say go to your local county mental health department .. they typical have social workers that find you help in an type they can.

I hope your able to find a lot of help to ease the troubles